As Us

A Space for Women of the World

Kimberly Alidio – Poetry

Pancake Face (Friday September 13 11:48am)


What comes around the corner calling me by my father’s title

In the cursed up-inflection of infectious need will scare me

If I don’t scare myself first.

I don’t tell jokes with lessons.

I really want to say, “I’m squirming right there with you.”

A mom keeps a pastry on her Styrofoam plate

While we look at the rain and asks.

What is good exhaustion and what is exhaustion an affect of shame

Is it shame or is it a response, an experience, an effect or an escape

A bit of resistance is also a wearing down.

A mom, younger than she was last year, stays around to ask.

Not bad for a forty-five-year-old. Can I borrow a pencil?

I am raw from answers. I know the word for it is hoarse.

And you don’t look like an adult, pancake face said.

When the object of your life story —

A public school English teacher who mistakes your plagiarized essay

For potential and gets you into private school where

You are no longer just a refugee child

But will become a tenured economist at the University of Chicago —

Refutes every part of your story

You invalidate her forfeiting claims to your success

She remains a channel of human resources.

You pluck strands of her story

To martyr her as well as a charm

Offering a refugee’s escape from memory’s commons

Is a happiness code

 


Kimberly Alidio headshot

Kimberly Alidio is a poet, historian, high school teacher, tenure-track drop-out, and author of Solitude Being Alien (dancing girl press). Originally from Baltimore, she lives in Austin. Her poetry has appeared in Bone Bouquet, Fact-Simile, Horse Less Review, Esque, Make/shift, Spiral Orb, and Everyday Genius. She is a Kundiman fellow, alumna of VONA/Voice of Our Nation, a Center for Art and Thought Artist-in-Residence, and recipient of the Naropa’s Zora Neale Hurston Scholarship. She holds a Ph.D from the University of Michigan. Her website is kimberlyalidio.tumblr.com.

 

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