back when we were
mermaids
you loved me in good ways
laughter & kisses my rising sun
back when our homestead lease
wasn’t needed
back before
we survived our childhoods
back before
cruelty & parenting
were friends
back when the desert was
an ocean my whale-heart
learned to dive to
meet you greet you
& sleep in the nook
of your everything
& here we are
water gone
sitting & surviving in desert
it has been so long since
we’ve felt ocean kisses
that you believe barren sandstone
is what sustained us
but i know
i remember
& when i dive
i still bubble your name
my heart a prayer
telling myself the stories
of how you used to
love me
Lettie Laughter is a queer high moon femme of the Diné nation, poet, performer, & playwright flirt, currently surviving & loving in Salt Lake City, Utah. They have graced stages from coast to coast, preaching the gospel of their own babeliness, queer love & desire, & family, hoping to create spaces for folks to connect with their own healing processes. All they want in the future is to travel & perform poetry, live in a house, love people, & be surrounded by babies & stories!
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